which is worse?
to know or to not know?

to know for sure that you did well?
to know that you screwed it up?
to not know that you did well?
or to not know that you screwed up?

i think that "not knowing" must be one of the most painstaking states.
but is it better to not know because you actually don't yet have the results or
to not know because you just don't want to look?

just the anticipation ... which brings along worry... which is worst.
i think.