I remember the first day I stepped into uni, a bit scared, a bit nervous, a bit (or a lot) lost. Getting off at the wrong bus stop, walking up and down campus, meeting new friends, being in unfamiliar environments... Yet, I distinctly remember thinking, 'I can't wait til the day I graduate'.
And now I'm here, well, not quite. Finishing the last exam of a four year course. Last day of four years of hard work, lack of sleep before assessments are due, a 100+pg thesis and I still feel... nothing. Elated? maybe for that hour. But now, nothing.
I feel as I have yet to learn from these four years. Maybe I have not increased in knowledge, not in wisdom, but, perhaps grown. Grown and but yet to discover into what. I don't really know how I feel, but it is not too far from emptiness.
really, just nothing.
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